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I am DONE listening to other peoples’ opinions of me. I am DONE letting other’s opinions of me influence how I feel about myself. I am DONE arguing with people who won’t listen no matter what I say - It’s none of my business. I am OVER people who insult or bully me on social media. I’ve been losing some friends and followers and I swear I’ve never felt more energized! I used to cry and sob over these circumstances, feel this intense sadness. As I’m leveling up, becoming more awake, and aligning I’m really beginning to change and I feel lighter - I had someone insult me a little while ago and tell me they were disappointed in me. They disagreed with something that I support. I was told I was wrong and such a let down as a “role model.” They told me they needed to unfollow me. I kept the conversation short and simply wished the person well and unfollowed (parting in kindness on my end). It’s not my job to hold up some ideal of a role model in someone else’s head - The person was clearly angry and they took it out on me. I chose to remember that this has nothing to do with me. Honestly, I wish people would keep their opinions of me to themselves. I don’t need to hear about it. But I realized I wasn’t angry and I was unaffected by this person’s view of me - I kept the conversation short and respectful, not wanting to be sucked into an argument; I went into the conversation protecting my energy. Before I even engaged in the conversation, I reminded myself “You don’t have to show up to every argument you’re invited to”, and I decided whether I really even wanted to reply - I did, and so I responded. But the entire time I’m thinking “why is it my business what you think of me?” and “what’s the real point of you telling me how you feel?”. It was because they were upset about something and they thought I should be upset about it as well. But I wasn’t. I had a different viewpoint. My viewpoint hurt their
In July & September 2018, I started to recognize and develop some of my empath strengths - I learned about Clairs through some online programs called “21 Days of Healing” and “Intuitive Soul School” with @the_empowered_empath, Sarah Small - A Clair is a type of psychic sensitivity that corresponds to the senses (for more info see Sarah’s page). I started tapping into & uncovering my intuition. It’s something we all have. I wasn’t listening to mine for a long time and I was so cut off from it I wouldn’t have known what it was saying anyway, or be able to decipher between my own inner voice and fear - I know now that I have the gift of these Clair’s & I’ve been working on developing them for almost a year now. I am the most sensitive in these areas and that is why my ability there is stronger - clairsentience = clear feeling/sensing claircognizance = clear knowing clairtangency = clear touch  clairalience = clear smell . . . #fraiser #daphnemoon #janeleeves 📷 Fraiser (90s-early 2000s Kelsey Grammer Comedy Sitcom spin-off from Cheers) 📷edit @feathersandarrows #totalbeinghealing #totalbeinghonesty #spiritdaughtercollective  #vibes  #abundancemindset #healing  #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul  #mindfulness  #mindcultivation  #grateful  #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymedisease  #lymejourney  #phoenix  #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ P̶H̶O̶E̶N̶I̶X̶ & M̶E̶R̶M̶A̶I̶D̶ F̶I̶R̶E̶ & W̶A̶T̶E̶R̶ S̶K̶Y̶ & O̶C̶E̶A̶N̶ S̶P̶I̶R̶I̶T̶ ☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ . . . . . . . ☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ 📷 @feathersandarrows #totalbeinghealing #totalbeinghonesty #spiritdaughtercollective  #vibes  #abundancemindset #healing  #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul  #mindfulness  #mindcultivation  #grateful  #brinylyme  #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymewarrior  #lymedisease  #lymejourney  #phoenix  #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
This week has not gone according to plan with my treatment. A year ago this would have made me stop and give up for at least a week or more - This week I took one day off and today I’m right back to it - **Because I’m not giving into fear **Because I trust that things are all happening like they are supposed to **Because I know it’s all going to be ok **Because I see the bigger picture **Because I know God is taking care of me **Because I trust the journey - AND because I’m #grateful that being grateful helps me to keep perspective even when I’m feeling my absolute WORST . . . . . 📷 @fuckologyofficial 📷 edit @feathersandarrows #totalbeinghealing #totalbeinghonesty #spiritdaughtercollective  #vibes  #abundancemindset #healing  #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul  #mindfulness  #mindcultivation  #grateful  #brinylyme  #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymewarrior  #lymedisease  #lymejourney  #phoenix  #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
Mermaid magic 🧜🏻‍♀️🧜🏼‍♀️🧜🏽‍♀️🧜🏾‍♀️🧜🏿‍♀️ . . . .  Totally upside down I’m a leftie and that’s how I roll 💋scroll left for time lapse ✒️📷🎥 @feathersandarrows (All original artwork by Megan Noel) #totalbeinghealing #totalbeinghonesty #spiritdaughtercollective #goodvibes  #abundancemindset #healing  #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mindfulmermaid #mindcultivation  #grateful  #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick  #lymedisease  #lymejourney  #phoenix  #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ P̶H̶O̶E̶N̶I̶X̶ & M̶E̶R̶M̶A̶I̶D̶ F̶I̶R̶E̶ & W̶A̶T̶E̶R̶ S̶K̶Y̶ & O̶C̶E̶A̶N̶ S̶P̶I̶R̶I̶T̶ ☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ I aṃ ṅȏṭ a ṡiṅgle ṭһiṅg, buṭ ṃaṅy. Mȏṡṭ iṃƿȏrṭaṅṭly I aṃ ẇһaṭeṿer I ẇaṅṭ ṭȏ be & ẇһaṭeṿer feelṡ rigһṭ fȏr ṃe . . . . . all ṭһe ṭһiṅgṡ I’ṿe ċȏṃe ṭȏ learṅ abȏȗṭ ṃyṡelf ȏṅ this jȏȗrṅey ṡȏ far...ẇiṭһ ṃȗċһ ṃȏre ṭȏ ċȏṃe ☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ 📷@grittyvalentine 📷edit: @feathersandarrows  #totalbeinghealing #totalbeinghonesty #saltywildwoman #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mindfulness #mindcultivation #grateful #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymedisease #lymejourney #phoenix #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
Week 1 of new protocol starts tomorrow. It’s still a mix of pharmaceutical and herbs heavier on the latter, and switching out just one pharmaceutical for Malarone - I had an MSA (Meridian Stress Assessment) testing, my LLMD does it in office. It further solidified my diagnosis of Babesia & Bartonella. Also found out I have tapeworm & toxoplasmosis (and of course Candida but like duh, with all the antibiotics!) - Honestly I felt very mixed feelings after my visit (but really my menstrual cycle is coming any day so it makes sense). Other than that I’m not sure why I feel so unsettled about my visit. I’m sitting with it as I’m sure the reasons for it will become clear to me soon - I’m taking a total of 8 different things every day of the week, except 2 days when I’ll be taking 10 things. It’s not the amount or really what I’m taking that is unsettling however, because what I am doing is very similar to the previous 2 months, only now I’m adding in MORE herbs 🌿🌿🌿 - The PA who works in my LLMD’s office and did my MSA testing said something during my visit that really resonated with me. It’s something I’ve been practicing, noticing and working on. She talked about being grateful and how it changes your vibrational energy - It’s very relevant to what is happening for me right now. I’ve finally done enough emotional healing that I have freedom to vibrate at a higher frequency even when I’m sick. I am capable of keeping my mind in a great place even when I’m feeling the absolute worst that it gets for me - It’s really taken time for me to be able to stay grateful, no matter how crappy I feel physically. It took consistency, and lots of days of not feeling grateful at all but still coming up with something and writing it down or meditating on it - Now I’m grateful for the healing I’ve done and I see things all around me changing and happening for me. I feel so blessed everyday for all the help and everything I have - I didn’t
2 years ago this week I started seeing my current LLMD. Which means I’ve been in treatment a few months shy of 3 years. It also brings into perspective that I still have a ways to go in my healing. Considering it’s been this long in treatment and I feel like I’m at maybe roughly 50% of the way through, it is a difficult thing to look at... . Difficult to look at without feeling like I’ve lost so many moments of my life, but I also know this is part of my journey God has for me. Because of that I know that every moment I’ve experienced was one that I was meant to have. That makes it a bit less bitter to swallow . It’s been an especially intense week with this anniversary & being deep in treatment that is bringing more intense and worsening symptoms then I’ve had in a while. These are symptoms that haven’t been this bad for me because I spent a year not treating due to finances, but now that I’m treating again they are coming back as bad as they were in the beginning. This is often this case . Along with these increased symptoms are the emotional feelings that accompanied them from years past. At first, my brain responded with fear because it felt the same. My illness PTSD was triggered. I had to consciously remind my brain and body that this isn’t the same as before, and I’m not going backwards . I’ve been handing it pretty well, but I won’t pretend like it isn’t difficult. The thing is I’ve healed a lot emotionally, and even though initially my PTSD reacted, I pulled myself out of it by identifying what was happening & using things in my emotional coping toolbox. I practice this no matter what I’m feeling like physically, so that when I do feel awful, it’s second nature . . . . . . . . #healingishappening ................................... 📷1: not mine 📷 2-9: @feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul
Mood AF right now . . . . . . . . . . . Cancer season may be over but I feel like I’ve just entered it. Retrograde is still here though & looks like its growing season for me! ........................................ 📷 @feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul #mindfulness #mindcultivation #grateful #brinylyme #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymewarrior #lymedisease #lymejourney #phoenix #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
Dreaming of this place today and remembering the joy I had on this trip. I love having photos like this to get me through days where I’m stuck indoors on the couch - I will be here again, I will enjoy romantic trips like this again exploring new places with my favorite adventure partner (@grittyvalentine) . . . . . . . #obx 📷 @feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul #mindfulness #mindcultivation #grateful #brinylyme #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymewarrior #lymedisease #lymejourney #phoenix #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
Started Week 4 of my protocol this morning. This is Week #2 of my pulsing schedule of 2 weeks on and 2 weeks off. So once I hit Friday I get 2 weeks off again. This protocol has been going well and I am so #grateful for it - Yesterday I really wanted a day out of the house. It’s been my norm to have at least 1 day out a week (for the last 6 months or so) and I wanted to keep that going if I could even during treatment - I met this 🦊 at @traderjoes & he helped me find some produce! I wanted so badly to take him home with me, but he thought it was very important to put in his full workday. Check out his real name tag and everything #fennel. This Trader Joe’s in #carync is definitely my favorite to visit. I’m getting to know the employees since I shop there weekly & even though all I can really get from there is organic produce, I look forward to the day my diet allows me try some of the other cool things they offer. BTW, this isn’t sponsored or anything, just a big TJ’s fan! . . . . . . . . . . 📷@feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul #mindfulness #mindcultivation #grateful #brinylyme #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymewarrior #lymedisease #lymejourney #phoenix #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
How I feel after Week 3 of this round of treatment 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽 . . . . . The week went really well, but I am exhausted and still recovering today even though I’m officially off for the weekend. I’ve napped a good part of the day and all I have planned is rest! Just because treatment is paused for a few days, doesn’t mean my body has stopped fighting or slaying. But I do have plans to get out of the house TOMORROW, before I start another week of treatment ......................................................... 📷 @feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul #mindfulness #mindcultivation #grateful #brinylyme #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymewarrior #lymedisease #lymejourney #phoenix #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
I feel like this is what I’ve been doing lately, with everything. I’m starting to feel happy no matter what comes. I have a general overall baseline happy that is there each day, even on sad days - So even when it’s time to sit with pain and fear and feel them fully, I still don’t lose my happy. I know it’s there and it’s not leaving me. I’m not afraid to go into the shadows of myself, I know I’ll be back in the light again - I’m starting Week 3 of my new protocol today. I’m adding herbs in with my antibiotics in order to eventually lessen the pharmaceuticals & go heavier on the herbs after Week 4. I’m ready to slay - I was having a really lovely  48 hours with my lovee (@grittyvalentine) who was home this weekend. I heard myself say “I’m happier right now then I’ve been at any other point in my life.” And it’s true, I am. Which seems completely strange considering the way my life looks on the outside is like a train wreck. But that’s the thing about major life change and growth. It looks like destruction and it is in some ways, in order to build back stronger - I’m at the point in my growth & healing where I’m feeling like I’ve made it over the “hump”, maybe not halfway but awfully close. My doctor and I are hopeful for remission from Lyme & Co-infections within a year from now. As far as my mental, spiritual, energetic journey I know really that will always be happening, but I’m feeling like I’ve put to rest a lot of the past and I’m finally not living there anymore. I feel more aligned and more present - I’m grateful everyday. Not all day everyday, but I do find in the last 6 months that I just overflow with gratitude daily - Here’s to continuing the journey, ready to slay Week 3 . . . . . . 📷edit: @feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul #mindfulness #mindcultivation #grateful
10 months ago I wrote this. I’m so excited to know that almost a year later I am still doing the same. It has become my way of life #transmute ************************** It’s been a crazy week🌀🌀🌀 & I wanted to be sure to make a post about this because it’s very important - Last week I talked about how much I accomplished, how my perspective has shifted and continues to shift - This week I’ve struggled, my vertigo kicked back up and I spent a LOT more time on the couch than the previous week - There was a significantly LESS amount I could do physically this week as compared to last week - It tripped me up a bit. But I employed my toolbox & my skills. I checked in with my body, my mind, my feelings, and my energy. I prayed A LOT - The end result WAS: 🌺my feelings and mood adjusted 🌺no matter what I was able to do physically or how I felt physically... I controlled my reaction and how I thought and acted in the situation - I also figured out that I wasn’t feeding myself enough and that was part of my mood problem. It was easily fixed - AND instead of beating myself up for days because my mood had changed, I TALKED to my body - Instead of being mean to myself because my capabilities were different, I cherished myself. I had more rest, more fluids, I did things that helped my body feel good. I also realized that I wasn’t eating up to par like I had been for the past month - Then, when I figured out the reason, I again, did NOT beat myself up. I simply FED myself what I needed - Sounds so simple. But it’s something that we as humans just all to often do NOT do, especially those of us with chronic illness - So if you’re struggling this week, if you’re upset at your body because of how horrid it feels, check in with it. It won’t solve all your problems, but it will give you some insight . . . . 📷edit: @feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation
Today was one of those days.  Everyone and everything was on my nerves. I kept getting interrupted from my alone time and I was losing patience fast - I stepped back and took a moment to breathe realizing I was being triggered. I put into motion everything I need for a day like this, to help keep stay grounded an as calm as possible, removing distractions and making a plan - This is what helps me on days like this. Checking in with myself and remembering that these confusing emotions are just lessons in the waiting. I quickly identified that I needed alone time today to recharge and fill my empath batteries * * * * * * * 📷 @feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul #mindfulness #mindcultivation #grateful #brinylyme #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymewarrior #lymedisease #lymejourney #phoenix #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
N͠o͠u͠r͠i͠s͠h͠m͠e͠n͠t͠ * * * * * * * Chilled fresh 🍉 juice, with frozen raspberries & fresh peaches + protein powder all blended together ☽ ➵☽ ➵☽ 📷 @feathersandarrows #lymediet #physicalnourishment  #intuition  #intuitiveeating #manifesting  #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul  #mindfulness  #mindcultivation  #grateful  #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #hibiscusandlyme #butyoudontlooksick #lymelife  #lymewarrior  #lymedisease  #lymejourney  #phoenix  #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire #feathersandarrows
Took this little one to the vet today & thank the Lord it went well! She’s had a terrible cough and I was a bit nervous it would be something serious. Although I have to be honest I had this sense of calm ever since I made the appointment, like I knew everything was going to be ok 👁#highvibes #intuition - I’m so grateful for Checkers (or Checkie as I call her). She is an elderly cat and has her set of problems that require extra looking after and care. I’ll admit sometimes it isn’t easy with my illness, and before we took her in I was worried about caring for her and taking on another animal. But both my boyfriend and I cannot turn down an animal that need a home & she was his cat previously, so they know each other well - Now, I am so glad that we did because I wouldn’t trade her for anything, and my life would be so much less without her - She means so much to me and I can’t really describe it in words that do it justice. I didn’t know what I was missing until she came along. She is simply the sweetest cat I’ve ever met - Here’s a little gif of her giving me some kisses 😽💋❤️😻 . . . . #catmomaf #catmomof2 . . . . . 📷 @feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul #mindfulness #mindcultivation #grateful #brinylyme #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymewarrior #lymedisease #lymejourney #phoenix #risingfromashes #transformedbyfire  #feathersandarrows
8 days ago: I had just finished a crazy and intense WEEK 1 of antibiotics and anti-malarials, but you wouldn’t know it by looking at me (#butyoudontlooksick) - I desperately needed to run some errands and I pushed myself out for the day, armed with meds, to get them done. I finished my errands for which I had to drive an hour away. Then still made it to a family birthday dinner at my older sister’s house for my younger sister’s birthday - I crashed that night so hard, but it was okay. I could have stayed home though and let someone else run those errands (I often do), and emotionally I would NOT have been disappointed. I was at peace with my own decision either way. But I chose to go out and to deal with whatever consequences I might face as far how I would feel during the day and in the following days - It is such a mental health turning point for me to be treating myself like a best friend, talking kindly & treating myself the very best emotionally - The day was hard. I felt very sick through all of it, a level of sick during which I usually stay home. But sometimes for my mental health I have just got to get out and if I can make it, I go. I can’t always make it so when I can, I do it! I took my sister with me just in case things got so bad that I couldn’t drive or walk - Kindness to myself matter so much!! Testing the waters and not being afraid to get things done when I feel bad is such an important thing to me. It keeps fear from being able to run my life, it gives me my power back.  However, it is also equally important to be OKAY with saying “I just can’t do that today” . . . . . . . 📷 @feathersandarrows  #vibes #abundancemindset  #healing #mindbodysoulenergy #manifesting #lawofattraction #illnesstransformation #moderndayhippyelife #mermaidsoul #mindfulness #mindcultivation  #grateful  #brinylyme  #saltysoul  #morethanlyme #lymedontkillmyvibe #butyoudontlooksick #lymewarrior #lymedisease  #lymejourney #phoenix  #risingfromashes

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