I am about to head into my first counseling session ever! After having my love beg me almost daily to go seek help, I finally am. I have never been one to tap into emotions, as they just distract me from my goal, but I am sick of always feeling like I am not reaching the peaks of happiness and joy, especially when I am with my family. I have had such a journey to get to this moment, and I am damn proud of myself for even sitting in this parking lot. It's time for me to reach out and find help. PTSD for domestic abuse isn't anything to joke about. I still have nights (last night for example) where all I could do was curl up in my Love's arms and sob for a good half hour as anxiety rocked my body. Its not good for me or for my babies. Well...time to go cry it out...or whatever you do in therapy 😂 . . . . #fitmom#fitmomma#fitfam#familygoals#family#fitfamily#momma#endthestigma#mentalhealth#domesticabuse#domesticabusesurvivor#survivor#therapy#counseling#dream#dreambig#inspire#healing#onedayatatime
✨Incredibly Organized had the amazing opportunity to collaborate with @sosageblog on her beautiful new home 👡✨👜 It was literally a dream job! If you want to see all the fabulous photos from this project, you can check out the link in her bio!🍸
Two things to say.... 1. When I shared about transitioning to my BIG GIRL job, I was TEASED about whether I OWNED REAL CLOTHES outside of my multitude of SPANDEX I normally wear. So far... I'm doing pretty good!!! Haven't even repeated an outfit yet and we are closing out week THREE!!! 👌🏾🤣👌🏾🤣👌🏾🤣👌🏾🤣 2. On Friday's we wear JEANS. Nooooooo one bothered sharing that VERY RELEVANT detail. Apparently I'm already know for my dresses so they didn't think I wanted to participate, lol...🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️ Either way it goes.... I'm GRATEFUL for New Beginnings and allowing the Magic to unfold! What do YOU want to share about this week?
Are you scared of failure? Real talk - I used to be! Very much so! I was always afraid of being anything less than perfect. So much so that I was a PRO at worrying and being a perfectionist! Not anymore! And it feels great! I love failing because it means that I am trying and as long as I never quit...I know that I WILL be successful!
I had a dream about dogs today. Somehow I was babysitting 5 dogs all at once. 🐶 And you know what? I was not stressed! I was happy and very much entertained. This made me think about perspective - what's one person's hell could be another person's dream. And we often listen too closely to other people's opinions and take them on as our own. 🤔 For instance, somebody might say that working 9-5, or walking up early to walk the dog/prepare breakfast/put on makeup is their personal nightmare. But you won't know how it feels to you until you try it yourself! 🐾 What's your daily chore that you don't mind doing? Is it washing the dishes, going to the gym, cooking, or something else?